Monday, January 22, 2007

My Head is a Mess


It's boring for you all to read, but here goes.

I am going insane.

I have this tremendous idea for a script, which of course, I want to direct myself. And I've spent a lot of time developing a treatment which outlines the story.

There are some gaping logic and motivational flaws, plus I am not sure whether I should write a script that can be made for £100,000 or £5,000,000.

Realistically I should opt for the former, which could of course be made for £5,000,000 if it came my way. I had a script meeting with a writer pal of mine who I am working on the other script and we ended up spending the whole afternoon talking about mine.

And significantly what is wrong with it.

This scriptwriting malarky sucks ass.

I fucking hate it.

My story is a mess. It is utterly, utterly messed up.

I want to kill somebody.


Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sorry to hear such depressing thoughts and attitudes. Why not take an indefinite break from those emotions, and travel to an area of conflict in today's country/world? Do something useful? I guess you (and lots of us too) sort of need to reconnect with emotions of honesty, love, truth...

1/23/2007 11:10 pm  
Blogger Lord of Doom said...

Hmmm, I value your opinion, and in this insane world we live in full of real suffering people need to reach out and make a difference.

But, for me to abandon my path and take another would be folly. For me at least, each of us has a different path in front of us. I know what mine is, and I know that through my work, if I want to make a difference I will.

This 'temporary dump' of mine is part of the creative process, frustrations and stuff which are typical... but I can already feel myself getting out of it.

Thank you for you genuine comment, it is a shame you left it anonymously, id be intrigueed to know more about you.


1/23/2007 11:18 pm  

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