TODAY I STOP SMOKING
Right.
This post should be self explanatory.
Today I cut out all cigarettes and cigars.
Zero.
Zip.
Zilch.
I fucking hate it. I hate it hate it hate it.
So for a few days I am gonna be dopamine deficient since nicotine is a dopamine supressant and it takes a few days (3 in fact) for the neurotransmitters to kick back in.
That means I will become the fucking devil. But I will keep myself busy.
I have some other shit to sort out... but that is all secondary... I should have a meeting with a director's rep for a production company later this week and I have two treatments, one for a music video and one for a spec commercial that I have to finish.
On the plus side, I am shooting a nice music video in about 4 weeks time and off the back of their production I am piggy backing one of my own (a spec commercial) BUT it will take a lot of post production special effects and I don;t yet have anybody who can help me out with this.
.. and to get it right I need to involve somebody from the get go.
Also, there is a great dancer/choreographer who knows a lot of people and I have to meet her some time this week to sort out a TAP DANCING ROUTINE!
woo hoo!
Anyway.
No more fucking tobacco. Wish me luck you monkees.
This post should be self explanatory.
Today I cut out all cigarettes and cigars.
Zero.
Zip.
Zilch.
I fucking hate it. I hate it hate it hate it.
So for a few days I am gonna be dopamine deficient since nicotine is a dopamine supressant and it takes a few days (3 in fact) for the neurotransmitters to kick back in.
That means I will become the fucking devil. But I will keep myself busy.
I have some other shit to sort out... but that is all secondary... I should have a meeting with a director's rep for a production company later this week and I have two treatments, one for a music video and one for a spec commercial that I have to finish.
On the plus side, I am shooting a nice music video in about 4 weeks time and off the back of their production I am piggy backing one of my own (a spec commercial) BUT it will take a lot of post production special effects and I don;t yet have anybody who can help me out with this.
.. and to get it right I need to involve somebody from the get go.
Also, there is a great dancer/choreographer who knows a lot of people and I have to meet her some time this week to sort out a TAP DANCING ROUTINE!
woo hoo!
Anyway.
No more fucking tobacco. Wish me luck you monkees.
posted by Doom/Blondie at Monday, September 25, 2006
4 Comments:
good luck! kicking the cancer sticks can be a difficult ride. here's to much success.
i found that not eating for three days is a good way to stop smoking. sounds stupid but you are too hungry to think about smoking and all your energy is going into not eating... i mean a detox.
Best of luck to you. I always lose weight when I quit because I`m so afraid of gaining, but I become so obsessed with cooking that it all makes me dizzy.
Time to try again soon though. Smoking stinks, is filthy and expensive and dangerous...go for it!!!
tea
xo
LOL..
I'm soo proud of you!
You might need a new vice though... hmm
xoxo
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